26/08/2011

Yeah!!! My long holiday is coming and my lovely baby is on the way now. I have been waiting for this long holiday for long time. Finally it's come true. Yesterday i received a sample of handmade soap from a blogger here. Damn happy coz at last i found those soap really handmade and without chemical. I cut it into four pieces, one for my baby, one for my mum, one for my sis and one for myself. If all of us try and have good respond, i will order more from this blogger. Dont know why when i received something that netfriends sent to me, i will feel very warm and happy. Today when i come to work, i was thinking of my little baby. Last night, i called and talked to her, she told me she want to bring her school bag and put all the colour pencils, colouring books , handwriting book inside. Then she asked me, Mummy, can i bring along the new barbie doll which grandma bought? I want to show you ler...Can??? Very nice de wor...
Got 2 combs, got dresses to change..Can mah??? Wa ha ha...I said, sure can la...From a small baby until now 3 1/2 years old, she can speaks like an adult now. Maybe she knew what had happen in our family and she learn to be mature than others children. When she saw me very angry, she will asked me not to angry, persuade me to cool down. I am very lucky to have a baby like her. My lovely Ning Ning, mummy love you!

My first book keeping in life

Last night i read one of the book which i bought last week. The name is My First Book Keeping in Life. The writer teach woman on how to save money and control expenses. Thats really a good book! Started from this coming month, i will follow and learn. I will write down all the expenses and income, do a reconcilation. Let see where can i save more money, which part of expenses i should cut down. Now i will save RM 5 for one lunch or one dinner that i took without using my own money, i hope from there i could save some money every month. At the same time, when i have any cyiling, i will save up for my child. Then both of us got saving everty month. Sounds good, right? Haha.....Since i was alone with my child, i need to plan for our own life. I am thinking of doing part time, but what job can i looks for? Actually i would like to try online selling, but now i have no pc. If i need to do online selling, then i need to buy a new pc. Ai....Like chinese said,
got money everything can do.if no money,can do nothing! I think i need to pray hard hard, hope
this year still got bonus la... If not, CNY need to buy nes clothes, ang pao... This coming new year, i hope can visit somewhere with my child.

Books

Yesterday i have bought 4 books for my own. One is RM 18.00 less 10 % and another 3 books are RM 8/pc. ( Special offer). I have long time didnt buy any books coz i feel that its expensive and wasting. But now i have change my mind, I think we need to read more books and gain more
knowledge to upgrade ourselves. Even this 4 books cost me RM 40.20, but i think its worth. I can spend my free time and reading at home instead of hanging around in the shopping mall. The first good point is gain knowledge, another good point is to save money. My daughter will come to JB by next week, hence i need to save more money, coz when they come, i have to spend alot of money for eating, shopping...etc. I have long time didnt do anything for myself. Before i get married, whatever i did is for my family; After i get married, everything i did is for my husband;
After divorced, everything i did is just for my child. Now i just feel like doing something just for myself. At least buy something that i really wish to. I hope this weekend, i can spend my alone time to read my books, having good lunch and nice dinner by cooking by myself....

Before and after

I believe majority of the guys are the same! Before they get you, they will do whatever that you unexpected. Stick with you everyday. But once you become their gf or wife, everything will change. They started to be lazy to do anything or meet with you. That's why i prefer to be single, but i am not alone coz i still have my lovely daughter with me. I am very enjoy to be with her. Shopping together, high tea together, lunch and dinner together, even shower together. Haha....
My lovely baby, i am waiting for the long holiday on this coming month end. I have planning alot of things to share with you. We go to A ' Famosa, Malacca, Desaru sea side, shopping....Woo hoo...
Excited!

Stress~~~

My feeling is very stress....I am busy with my work, putting all the effort to perform, but at last my boss didnt appreciate and said i am not doing my job. I am busy thinking of my financial turnover, hope that i able to bring my child back to my side ASAP, but at last its hard for me to
do that. I am packed! I need a holiday to relax my mind! If all those pressure keep pushing me, i really going to be crazy soon. I thought i am having sleep walking last night, maybe i am too tired and too stress! I staying alone here. When i awake this morning, i found out that my back door is open! Every night before i sleep, i will close all the doors. But i really cant remember whether i got stay awake last night? Then i guess maybe i was sleep walking. I think i really need a holiday..... Go to sea side maybe...

Handmade soap

Dear all my friends, who got sell those handmade soap? I want to buy!

Future

This few days keep thinking about my future life. I am planning to bring child back to my side by next year, but unfortunately i am not afford to do so. I have a heavy burden, need to pay for my car loan, house rental, credit cards debts,.....etc. I was thinking of how to turnover and cut down my burden. Its really not easy for me as a single parent. But i know, since i have choosen this way, i need to stay firm and ve brave to walk through this way without looking back. Friends, please give me some idea.....

Good Luck, my friend

Dear friend, i really proud of you. I know you will hand your resign letter to boss today. I also thinking of the day which i am the one who handling resign letter. The enviroment, attitude and benefit become worse and worse. As we are still not at that level yet, but you assume that our level is more than that, this make us feel stressed! Everytime you asked us to share the idea, plan and explaination with you, but everytime you would not accept our idea, plan and feel that our explaination is EXCUSES! Yes! Whatever you think is correct, you are the one who thinking the best things, all of us are stupid! Just because of this, you have forced alot of them resigned!
My friend, i know you are the one who facing the same problem. So that, when i knew you are
going to resign, i feel happy to you. I wish you all the best and good luck!

Unfair!

Yes, i know recently i always late to the office, but i also work late. I can even work more than my work scope without claim, subsidiary, appreciated! I am not the only one who is always late to the offie, then why only I get scolded? It's really unfair! From now on, i will come to work punctually and sure i will go back sharp sharp. Since i joined this company, i never go back punctually, but what do i get? Get nothing! No one will appreciate you at all! Even though those things are out of my work scope, but i still try my best to handle it, settle it! I am bored of this job! i am fed up on YOU!